This sculpture represent the life changing moment in my life, when I was at the hospital nearly dead and I had a blood transfusion. The feeling when the blood entered my body was horrible experience to me. You could feel how this freezing cold blood invasion first your hand and then going to the hearth, where the most painful moment came; the hearth is at a shock from the meeting with the foreign blood and is trying to cope pumping it to the rest of the body. You barely can breath from the pain ... you cant feel your hand at all ... it was horrible ... and this had to continue during the whole night and the morning.
In this moment I've started questioning: What this body is doing to me? and Why I need this body? Why the body is important to be alive and how I need to maintain it? as well as other questions like: Have I done everything that I dreamed for? Was the life I lived happy? and Am I ready to finish with it? ...
Then I've decided that if I have the second chance, I do promise to myself that I will do what I've always wanted to do - to create art and to do this professionally.
Photographer: Valeriya N-Georg